I Want To (Disappear)

from Fractal by John Samaras

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What am I supposed to do when I’m feeling hopeless?
At least I’m not angry anymore
Eventually a day will come to pass
Along with everything I am
What am I supposed to do when I’m feeling sorry?
For everything I haven’t done
As far as I know only one thing's for sure
This movie has lost its allure

I don’t want to feel
I just want to disappear

What do you do when you’re feeling small?
Do you simply brush it off?
One of these days it’ll be too much
When time stands still and you’re shaken up
Stop trying so hard to call my bluff
I find it already hard enough
To be someone, someplace, everyday
And keep it all so well contained

I don’t want to feel
I just want to disappear

When it’s all over will you look back with a laugh?
Was it all that bad?

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from Fractal, released April 30, 2016

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John Samaras Queens, New York

Born in the future, John traveled back in time to show us how bad music gets in the coming years.

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